a lost soul

this is a record. it’s history. it’s magic.

i managed to last for almost a year without blogging my feelings everytime i’m down or agitated. this should be the worst time of my life considering "HER" absence and the exam stress and some adamant ppl in sch im facing. and i’m proud to announce that i managed to do all this by blogging only thrice.

obviously, if i’m willing to break the record i set for myself this year, i’m very down. i am left with too many questions unanswered and too many problems nagging constantly, irritating me.of course this has got nothing to do with exam stress, though i hope it was. many teenagers my age live a simple and carefree life. how many ppl of my age carry a heavy shoulder hounded with numerous problems? not many, i would say.the only thing worrying thme would be E-X-A-M or S-C-H-O-O-L or for the more sociable types O-P-P-O-S-I-T-E A-T-T-R-A-C-T-I-O-N (which i will never consider as REAL LOVE)

in a way, i’m blessed, huh?im growing up the hard way and im groomed to be able to withstand "heat, corrosion and pressure" right?RIGHT!

i have to admit this, I MISS "HER", badly!it’s diffiicult having to be unable to see "her" no more in sch when im sittin for the "major"est exam in my secondary sch life. i wont want to admit my Achilles’ Heel, but i cant live without "her". nine whole months!nine!the time nine is enough for an embryo implanted in a mother’s uterus to be brought up as a new life to this world.and yet, it just ain’t enough for me to carry on with my life, releashing my past and forgetting you(may it be sweet or bitter).

it’s tough.the memories are like hand-cuffed to my mind.u’re vital.

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